A cry to Abba....

My Abba..... 
Help me.... 
Help me... 
Teach me, I'm hungry..... 
I want more, I need more. 
Teach me your ways. 
I'm DESPERATE for you. 
Help me Lord. Purge me Lord. 
Where is the dross? In my heart? Take it out. 
In my thoughts? Wipe it out. 
Teach me that my mind may be renewed. 
Teach me. Tutor me. Bend me. Mould me. Fix me. 
ABBBBBAAAAA! Help me. Help me.... 
Help my limitations, my ignorance, 
Don't allow me perish due to ignorance, teach me, instruct me 
Give me the grace for obedience too, help me 
I DESIRE you, I desire you... mostly... 
Other desires show up and for them I shame, 
But thou art my ULTIMATE Desire, 
How do I please you? How do I draw you closer? 
Do you see me? Do you see my heart beat? Help me. 
Don't turn away from me..... Share your heart with me. 
Destroy my heart with what destroys yours. 
Help me to hate iniquity and to see your children with love and compassion 
Love and compassion... 
Love and compassion.... 
Break me with what breaks you..... 
Help me.... 


 *wrote this in August 2021. Felt led to share today. Maybe God wants anyone who reads my recent blog to know that even with growth, there is still hunger for more. It's never ending, we never really get to "the place" where we feel we are all there- and this is good. This keeps us where we need to be, reaching to God, reaching for more, reaching for strength and it keeps us humble, never feeling like we know it all and we have gotten to a place where we "get it", we've attained mastery of spiritual things- please see Philippians 3:12-16 TPT: I admit that I haven’t yet acquired the absolute fullness that I’m pursuing, but I run with passion into his abundance so that I may reach the purpose for which Christ Jesus laid hold of me to make me his own. 13 I don’t depend on my own strength to accomplish this;[f] however I do have one compelling focus: I forget all of the past as I fasten my heart to the future instead. 14 I run straight for the divine invitation of reaching the heavenly goal and gaining the victory-prize through the anointing of Jesus. 15 So let all who are fully mature have this same passion, and if anyone is not yet gripped by these desires,[g] God will reveal it to them. 16 And let us all advance together to reach this victory-prize, following one path with one passion.

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